Planning

I received a letter in the mail just a couple of days ago.  This was a letter that packed a lot of hype into just one small envelope.  I laid it down on my bed and just let it sit there while I stared at it for a few minutes.  Had to prepare myself for the best and the worst.  Turns out, it's a good thing I prepared for both.  The plan I thought I had so expertly devised (especially from a girl who doesn't plan much), is now on hold for even longer than I had anticipated.  Ugh...  So, I moped around for a day, then got my act together, prayed, and am now back in planning mode.  My plan isn't working out so, on to Plan B, and if that doesn't work, Plan C.  Ultimately I'm finding confidence in the fact that it isn't my "plan" to start with, it's His.